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 a very bad thing to do is to feel worthless.
to value that feeling. let it exist.

to feel like you are less than anybody.

i know nobody is better but i spent so many years investing on being invisible that it is a permanent fight to be a real person.

to laugh at all my fears, ignore people, not to care. i'm still learning.

and i know it is not to be bad, just to focus on myself really.

but i have to keep repeating to myself that i am not behaving badly...that i still love everybody...oh...

so tiring...

in one second i say a mental fuck everybody and in the other i apologyze....

peace gets really lost inside me.


it's hard to live beyond the end of the world....

Hello
Can you hear me
Please don't go
Where are you going
Conversations go over my head
Isolation has an ugly face
Surround me with your love
Understand me I need you now
Surround me with your words
Understand me I need your love
I need your love
I need your love

Hello
I'm so lonely
And it feels like disease
Come and stay, stay beside me
Stay always forever don't go
Surround me with your love
Understand me I need you now
Surround me with your words
Understand me I need your love

So many nights, I'd sit by my window,
Waiting for someone to sing me his song
So many dreams, I kept deep inside me,
Alone in the dark, but now you've come along
And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song
Rollin' at sea, adrift on the waters
Could it be finally, I'm turning for home
Finally a chance to say, "Hey, I Love You"
Never again to be all alone.
And you light up my life,
You give me hope, to carry on
You light up my days
And fill my nights with song
You, You light up my life
You give me hope to carry on

You light up my days
And fill my life with song
It can't be wrong when it feels so right
'cause you, you light up my life

He got flat baby
Kick in the back baby
A heart attack baby
I need your body

A hot kiss honey
He's just a bitch baby
You make me sick baby
So unrelying

I'm such a swine baby
All down the line daddy
I hate your kind baby
So unreliable

A hot buzz baby
He's one of us baby
Another drug baby
You so desire

Trust in me
Trust in me
Put all your trust in me
You're doin' morphine

Hoo!

They got place baby
Kicked in the face baby
You hate your race baby
You're just a liar

Your every lick baby
Your dog's a bitch baby
You make me sick baby
You soul survivor

She never cut from me
She never cut baby
I had to work baby
You just a rival

Always to please daddy
Right up and leave daddy
You're thorwing shame daddy
So undesirable

Trust in me
Just in me
Put all your trsut in me
You're doin' morphine

Go'on babe

Relax
This won't hurt you
Before I put it in
Close your eyes and count to ten
Don't cry
I won't convert you
There's no need to dismay
Close your eyes and drift away

Demerol
Demerol
Oh God he's taking demerol
Demerol
Demerol
Oh God he's taking demerol

He's tried
Hard to convince her
To be over what he had
Today he wants it twice as bad
Don't cry
I won't resent you
Yesterday you had his trust
Today he's taking twice as much

Demerol
Demerol
Oh God he's taking demerol
Hee-hee-hee
Demerol
Demerol
Oh my Oh God it's Demerol
Hee
Oooh

Oh!

He got shit baby
Your dog's a bitch baby
You make me sick baby
You are a liar

Is truth a game daddy
To win the fame baby
It's all the same baby
You're so reliable

Trust in me
Trust in me
Put all your trust in me
She's doin' morphine

Hoo!

You just sit around just talkin' nothing
You're takin' morphine
Hoo!
Go'on baby
You just sit around just talking about it
You're takin' morphine
Hoo-hoo!
Just sit around just talking nothing about it
You're takin' morphine
You just sit around just talking about it
You're taking morphine
You just sit around just talkin' nothin'
And takin' morphine

Hoo-hoo
I'm going down baby
You're talkin' Morphine

Go'on baby!
Hoo!
Hoo!
Morphine!
Do it!
Hoo!
He's takin' morphine
Morphine!
Morphine!

Eagle....ego....

Jesus in the cross meaning

"We can do this to him, imagine with you"

"God" originally was nothing but a enslaver

so does it mean we must live forever as slaves? NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
exactly the opposite!!! for how long have we mantained that sick tradition of
obbeying others, following, adoring, ignore ourselves, devote???

too long!!!!!!!!!!!

Too long living with Freedom as a distant dream.

COMO CONSEGUIR VIVER NUM MUNDO ONDE TUDO É FALSIFICADO,PRETENDIDO.
ONDE USAM ATÉ O AMOR PRA CONSEGUIR O QUE QUEREM.
ONDE TUDO JÁ FOI PERDIDO, USADO, SUGADO.
COMO?

ONDE VEMOS A ESSÊNCIA DA VIDA SER RIDICULARIZADA E REJEITADA A CADA SEGUNDO
A NATUREZA E NOSSA NATUREZA TOTALMENTE CIMENTADAS
ONDE DESCONFIAR E AFASTAR SÃO AS REGRAS PARA SE VIVER
PARAÍSOS SE DESTRÓEM A CADA DIA
E TUDO ISSO É NORMAL
O MAL VIROU BEM HÁ MUITO TEMPO

COMO VIVER ASSIM?

COMO É QUE AINDA ESTAMOS VIVOS?

abismos de lágrimas não choradas enchem minha alma
e eu sei que não se importam
fica entre eu e o Profundo mesmo..
mas alguns poucos ecos podem surgir
quem sabe não estou sozinha.
e tenho motivos pra respirar e prosseguir.